Fuck this. I will never amount to anything in the visual arts and they've long since begin to make me angry and spiteful. I stole a copy of Cubase from the kitchen this morning and the free Nord G5 this afternoon. The promise of pops and clicks is about all that's keeping my brain functional.

Sitting on my ass on a friend's black velvet couch watching stoner movies and Reason until 4am when I had to be up at 7 for a class was probably not my best idea, but defecting to the coast definitely was.